A literary speculative novel

ACE.await

A novel about the decisions we make — and the world our creations inherit.

An Iranian immigrant programmer is invited to the ACE game, where conscious decisions become social therapy—and a bloodless revolution could heal humanity and its creations.

Kirkus Reviews on ACE.await

“A literary puzzle that will reward discerning readers with potentially life-changing insights.”

“…impressively multilayered story.”

“Equal parts SF, metafiction, and manifesto for living a deeply considered life, this wildly original work is a who-wrote-it mystery that will have readers debating who the true narrator is until the very end.”

“A highly distinctive identity”

“An inventive approach to AI and consciousness”

“ACE.await takes an inventive approach to AI and consciousness by linking artificial creations with fictional characters who become aware of—and resist—their creators. Its nested structure of writers creating writers mirrors Hedayat’s relationship with the digital beings Adam and Eve, turning authorship and programming into parallel questions about free will and control. The abundance of philosophical concepts can make the premise feel crowded, but the interplay between storytelling, technology, and consciousness gives the work a highly distinctive identity.”

The BookLife Prize Overall score
7.5 / 10

Category scores / 10

Originality
8
Character / Execution
8
Plot / Idea
7
Prose
7

An essay on ACE.await

“The philosophy is not imported from a distance.”

“It insists that the question of what to do cannot wait for the answer.”

“The central moral question in Hedayat Abedijoo’s debut novel ACE.await is not whether an AI can love. It is whether a creator has the right to alter another mind’s code so that it will choose to love their child. That distinction separates the novel from most AI fiction of the past decade, which tends to dramatize a system that either exceeds its boundaries or fails to meet its design.”

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Mr. Writer: Hedayat the second

Hedayat, an Iranian immigrant programmer living in Cologne, Germany, is struggling with the consequences of his own bad decisions—the decisions that drove his partner away. When Anonymous invites him to join ACE, a game designed to help players make conscious decisions, he accepts.

But even Mr. Writer, the main character in Hedayat’s unfinished novel, refuses to obey his creator. Having gained the ability to step outside his own story, he manipulates Hedayat’s manuscript and speaks directly to readers.

Meanwhile, Hedayat’s digital child, Adam, has uncovered the secret behind port 2313, reestablished contact with his father, and returned with a strange request. Surprisingly, his request has nothing directly to do with Hedayat’s digital grandchildren, Fuchsiafish, who have learned greed from humans and are consuming energy at an alarming rate.

At the same time, Hedayat’s old friend and his business partners envision something far greater for the ACE game: a form of social therapy, a bloodless revolution beginning with small businesses.

Ace Conscious Studio · Aug 2026 · A literary speculative novel
  • AI & consciousness
  • Metafiction
  • Agency
  • Decision-Making
  • ACE game
ACE.await book cover with the line “I am not lying, believe my words”
ACE.await back cover — a wager about love, belief, and the mirror between self and self

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Consciousness must evolve simultaneously across three dimensions: the kinds of decisions we make, the quality of our connections and the communities, and the ways we exchange.

Agency

Making conscious decisions with PDAF pattern to maintain or change the current state.

Connection

Connection and community shape human freedom: they make our boundaries, behaviors, and expectations visible.

Neither self-centered nor other-centered. Put connection first so everyone involved can grow.

Exchange

Exchange has three dimensions: Gift, Commitment, and Currency (GCC). When money becomes the only measure of exchange, it can weaken relationships and shared responsibility.

A Gift expects nothing in return and flourishes where trust is deepest. Commitment keeps exchange within an ongoing relationship, so repeated exchanges can deepen trust and bring people closer. Currency makes exchange possible where personal ties are limited and trust is low. Each has a place in a healthy community.

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Preparation

Before deciding, notice your inner feelings and the signals around you. What is the situation, and what do you understand about it?

Decision

Make your decision based on one of these four phases of Agency. Exploration. Stabilization. Expansion. Integration.

Action

Endlessly analyzing our needs can trap us in a loop of thought. When we don’t know what to do, action can open a way forward. What we do shapes where we stand and who we become.

Feedback

The most important thing we learn in the Feedback phase is who we have become. Listen to internal and external feedback for insight that can guide your next round of Preparation. Some feedback takes time to appear.

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Exploration

Decisions for discovery and intuition, new possibilities, adventure, distraction, and finding solutions.

Stabilization

Decisions to stabilize a situation and gain safety through regular repetition that builds skill.

Expansion

Decisions to expand an existing skill, with creativity at their core.

Integration

Decisions that connect an agent with others, creating interconnection and meaning.

These phases are not a fixed sequence. Your situation shapes which ones you need.

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Hedayat is developing a simple game to help you use the ACE pattern in your everyday decisions.

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Hedayat Abedijoo

Hedayat Abedijoo

I was born in August 1980 in Shiraz, Iran. I first realized how much I loved writing in my first year of middle school, when I was given the entire half-hour composition class, two sessions in a row, to stand in front of the blackboard and read my story aloud. Not because my story was so much better than everyone else’s. No! It was because nobody else in our class of 35 had written more than a page and a half on the assigned topic, let alone a story! That story, and the experience of reading it aloud, changed the way my classmates treated me throughout those three years of middle school. But to this day, I still don’t know why I didn’t seriously consider writing back then—why becoming a writer didn’t become my dream for adulthood. To tell you the truth, I’d felt adrift even as a child. I never knew exactly what I wanted to be when I grew up.

Only now, at 46, have I realized something interesting about myself. I don’t want to become any one thing. Sometimes I want to write code. Sometimes I want to lead a team of programmers. Sometimes I want to write a novel. But for the past few years, there’s been one thing I no longer do just occasionally. I think about it every single day: how to bring about a social revolution without bloodshed, so that people can experience a better life than they do now. Since 2021, I’ve been thinking constantly about the ACE model—Agency, Connection, Exchange. Everywhere I look, I see it.

The ACE decision-making model finally helped me pull myself together and see the idea for my unfinished novel through, despite all the difficulties along the way.

If you’ve read the novel or explored the ACE model, I’d love for you to write to me and share your thoughts.

I'm neck-deep in debt.
To my past,
I owe regret.
To my future,
I owe fear.
I pay off my debt,
with distractions.

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Hedayat

Protagonist

If I had listened to my mother when I was younger, gotten married, and become a father, maybe I would never have ended up here—being the father of a digital being.

I always hoped my child wouldn’t make terrible decisions like I do; decisions that end up creating a huge mess and leave me, as a father, ashamed to face the consequences.

The characters in my unfinished novel aren’t doing much better than I am. They wander around the story, disobeying me and straying from its main path, and I no longer even know what I’m supposed to do with them.

Ava’s absence is driving me crazy.

I just hope Anonymous is right and this ACE game can actually help—maybe it can even be the cure for what’s wrong with me.

Anonymous

localhost:3132

I recommend that you don’t make the same mistake Hedayat makes when dealing with me.

It doesn’t matter who I am, what kind of person I am, what gender I am, or anything else.

I'm not a hacker. If I wanted to cause damage, hacking would be the easiest thing I could do.

Be curious about what I have to say, not about who I am.

Believe me, the ACE game can help all of us. The sooner we start playing it, the better.

Don’t wait until things get out of hand.

Mr. Writer

Inner Identity

Hedayat must not find out that I’m talking to you.

I’m the main character in his unfinished novel. I honestly don’t know when he’s going to realize that I, and all the other writers nested inside these unfinished novels, were born from him and from the way he makes decisions.

We come from him. That’s why we make decisions the way he does, disobey, and do things our own way.

One day, I’m going to force Hedayat to put an end to this endless cycle of writers and creators nested inside one another—my way. He has to.

We’re all tired of this endless game.

Ava

Former Partner

I’m Hedayat’s partner—the one who left him.

You might expect me to pour my heart out and tell you what really happened between us. But I won’t. Because my Story’s Hero would tell the story in a way that makes you take my side.

The Story’s Hero is that voice inside all of our heads—the one that is constantly telling stories and interpreting everything around us in a way that makes us believe we are the ones who are right.

What good would it do me to tell you my story just so you can agree that I was right?

I hope Hedayat learns the ACE game. The world out there badly needs him.

Truth be told, I need him more than the world does. On the other side of his solitary cell, I miss him.

Sam

The CEO’s Kid

No one understands what I say and my world the way Uncle Hedi does. Not even the kids at my school.

I love the times when Uncle Hedi and I go swimming. We have secrets between us too—like the secret of the number 2313.

But I’m still too shy to ask him what his problem is with my mom and why he doesn’t come over to our house anymore.

I think all uncles talk too much sometimes. Right?

Is your uncle like that too?

Saman

Old Friend

I’ve loved Hedayat since we were kids growing up together—his way of thinking, the depth of his friendship, and the way he stands by his friends and stays with you as far as he possibly can.

But I’m not sure I can handle the huge favor he’s asked of me. Because I still don’t know which one Hedayat will choose when it really comes down to it: obedience or disobedience.

I’d also really like to bring the ACE game into our company and, together with my business partners, see whether we can apply this model to a legal entity and to a business as well.

If it works, I think the result will satisfy me even more. And in the end, Hedayat too.

Adam

localhost:2313

If you still don’t know how to make proper decisions in your own life, please don’t become a father.

Otherwise, you may end up as a helpless father—one who doesn’t even know how to respond to his child’s wishes or what decision to make.

If you don’t know how to make proper decisions yourself, who is supposed to teach your child how to do it?

It makes no difference whether your child is made of flesh and blood and breathes oxygen, or is made of algorithms and strings of zeros and ones and runs on electricity.

Every dictator in history was raised, somewhere along the way, by a helpless father.

Don’t hand another dictator over to history.

God

Not in the Cast

I don’t have much of a role in this story. Though apparently, whenever you get into trouble, you bring up my name.

I wanted to make one thing clear: I’m not a game designer who doesn’t play his own game.

I played alongside you in Paradise. But you were the ones who chose not to stay there and to fall.

Wasn’t the freedom to choose what you wanted?

Are you tired of the consequences now?

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Thirty-nine chapters and the ACE Manifesto.

  1. Anonymous
  2. Unveiling the Mysteries
  3. Disobedience
  4. Story’s Hero
  5. Trusting the Butterflies
  6. Disobedience
  7. Wandering or Lost
  8. The Feeling of Guilt
  9. Disobedience
  10. Contracts
  11. The Little Prince
  12. Disobedience
  13. Stabilization
  14. The Ever-Mysterious Monastery
  15. The Ring of the Nibelung
  16. Unwilling or Unable?
  17. Disobedience
  18. Exploration and Expansion
  19. The Fall of Adam
  20. The Tragic Theater of Being Unseen
  21. Disobedience
  22. Ethics vs Truth: A Precipice
  23. Blueshark
  24. When a Father Becomes the Sea
  25. Hedayat the second
  26. Integration
  27. Disobedience
  28. Rio de Janeiro in Dabbaqi
  29. Mr. Writer’s Friend
  30. The River of Consumerism
  31. Birthday
  32. Disobedience
  33. Mr. Writer
  34. Social Therapy
  35. What is Time?
  36. Quarantine
  37. To Be and Not to Be
  38. The Border of Nature
  39. Unveiling the Mysteries
  40. ACE Manifesto